April 2013
4 posts
I can say with much conviction now…i love him. And i kinda wanna ask him to marry me.
I wrote a song for my boyfriend about a month ago…got the melody part of it down but i need help with the instrumentals. Cant really do that on my own just yet.
WHen your boyfriend tells you he'll give you that...
So happy right now im contagious :P
February 2013
1 post
Been a while
January 2013
0 posts
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October 2012
1 post
Really tumblr? You shut the site down temporarily...
September 2012
2 posts
1: Slept naked / nude?- yes always<3
2: Favourite food?- fish 3: Do you like Nutella?-yes <3 4: Prefer natural juice or soda?- both 5: Chocolate or vanilla?-Chocolate 6: Cheese or pepperoni? - Cheese 8: Do you like fruit? _ most of the time 9: Do you take any medication?- not currently 10: Is there sickness?- not at the moment 11: What was the last time you went to the dentist?- over a year...
have i really not moved on…? Hasn’t it been long enough?
Just when i think i moved forward, im still apparently stuck in the past. Just when i think seeing his face wouldn’t affect me anymore, here i am, my heart beating like a drum, the only thing on my mind being regret that it had to end the way it did.
August 2012
2 posts
Thank you Lord for letting me live another day! I...
At the sisters house, litle adeline is goin to be born today ^^
July 2012
3 posts
You wanna know the truth?
People ask me if im okai, or whats wrong with me a lot lately. I say im okai when in truth im not. Not at all. I only lie because i dont like when people worry so much about me…..is that so wrong?
Whats wrong is that im emotionally confused, on the verge of a mental breakdown. Whats wrong is that even though im in a relationship with a man, im falling for a...
Just had one of thebest nights ever….and an even better morning. Waking up next to someone you like just makes everything….so much better lol
At my boyfriends place, spending the night with him for the first time….listening to adele, and cuddling. This is the first time i ever sent the night with someone am going out with xD it’s…so awesome lol.
June 2012
3 posts
THISS!!!!!! IS SOO ME!!^^
Mum: Can I borrow your laptop?
Me: *Deletes History*
Me: *Logs out of tumblr*
Me: *Double checks deleted history*
Me: *Close Chrome*
Me: *Open Internet Explorer*
Me: Sure
So i haven’t posted much since my sisters baby shower, so here goes everything else in a nutshell.
I got a job at the local waffle house just up the street from my house.. It’s a pretty decent job, keeps me busy and out of the house, i failed my drivers test by three points on the first try, trying for it again on july 20th. Hopefully i pass this time. Im still in training at my...
I met an online friend in person for the first time last friday…it was really something. I do admit it was really awkward at firsst, i mean we were just sitting in my room, barely saying anything. So….what do i do? Well lets go for a walk, maybe that’ll make things a little less awkward. So we go for a walk, and tuurns out the more we spent with each other, the easier it got to...
May 2012
6 posts
yesterday i thought i literally was going to die…….i swear once i get my license i am never driving in any vehicle with my brother or sister again. I mean, i love them to death, but they practically scare me shitless when they drive. Bad case of road rage
Maggiano’s is like one the most expensive restaurants i have ever eatin at! yet the service and the food, oh my goodness it was incredible.
It’s been over a year since me and him last talked to each other…. Beyond’s 17th birthday was five days ago. I dont even think he got on when it was the 14th.
I wish he lived a lot closer….i mean, yeah me and him are pen-pals and he lives in the Uk, but every time we talk we talked or sent letters to each other, he’s grown on me. I really do hope he’s okay....
My sister is having her baby shower today! So glad that am able to attend, never thought i would be able to attend, what with my parents working on the weekends. She’s having her first baby girl, and this is the first time we have had a niece! Twp nieces in fact, as both of my sisters are pregnant, and due within a month of each other.
Finally finished with my first writing pad, though of...
Lately i haven’t really posted much of anything on here….things have been kind of rough for me. I recently moved into my new home, which is literally the house of my dreams. Had a bit of a rough patch with friends, and relationships. Lately i’ve been uninspired, unable to really write anything. I finally started writing again, finally im out of that writers block. Im trying to...
There is something in my heart, something it screams for, something it longs for. I know not what exactly it is, what for. I find it disturbing that i dont seem to know myself as well as i should, whereas my family and closest friends know me more than i realize. Sometimes, if not if not all the time, i hide behind my music, my happy escape. A bit of a contradiction, as i’m the foolish poet...
April 2012
3 posts
Why does it surprise me that the majority of fan-fiction on wattpad is about One Direction? Than again, they’re cute, they have dead sexy accents, and they can sing xD
Whether we be close or far apart, you’ll always and forever be in my heart. I love you
Trail of Memories
I have finally started writing out my story! Finally i found a place to start off, and so far the first chapter is looking good. I’ll posting it on here shortly, after i cpublish the second chapter. Feedback would be much appreciated! ^^
March 2012
6 posts
I freakin hate abortion with a passion….after seeing that cutout pic…..now i cant even eat right now. Imjust on the verge of tears
Fate
Fate It’s quite tricky, how it works, how it is Maybe, just maybe, we were meant to meet On that day Maybe this is a sign, a chance at redemption To be saved I can’t do this alone, i need help, i call to you I try to pray God save me, I’ve been wrong, show me the right path I’ve gone the wrong way This is my prayer, my cry for help, Lord Please…come into my heart, and...
I been feelin really happy lately, and idk why. I mean I feel better than I have been feelin these past few months
Kinda been a while since i really posted anything ofmy own…..well i’ve been having a bit of a poets block lately, haven;t really written anything new or good in the last month or so. Kinda frustrating case i dont really have much patience for just waiting for my inspiration even though i know it’ll come when it decides to.
I met this guy, he’s from the Oak Cliff Life...
February 2012
10 posts
I can’t sleep….i’ve been mulling over some things in my head for a while now, and it might do me good to type or write them out, whatever lol. lets just say, my best friend is coming from Michigan all the way down to longview, which is an hour away from where am at. Thing is, and i can;t really explain why, but for some reason the more i think about it, the more anxious i...
Roses are red But are white as well Is this real Love? For me, it’s hard to tell Red is for passion, for desire, Love White for beauty, peace, purity, like a dove It’s in you i find these two roses reside I try to do away with my foolish pride I feel like a fool, awkward, every time we talk I try to say something, anything, yet my words halt I can do nothing but stare into your eyes...
Am finally gonna see him…am kinda nervous, since we never really met in person, but really excited as well. Now am really lookin forward to Tuesday ^^
take me away from this horrible nightmare
dont ever let me go
hold me in your arms like am all you hold dear
Babe, all i really want to hear
is you tell me, i love you so
great….hearing from my best friend that he doesn;t want to have a reputation for people thinking he’s gay just because we hang out… it hurts
Watchcotonbiologique:
Incase you were wondering what I got my boyfriend for Christmas, I bought him a potter’s wheel because he’s a ceramic’s major and loves to create. This is his reaction when i show him his gift on Christmas Eve :).
Okai, this is just the cute ^^
I love my valentine
I have a rather unique if not weird mind….one half is still in this world we call reality, the world where money rules the people, where bad things happen, the world where we humans are constantly in turmoil…
Whereas the other half of my mind is elsewhere, on another planet so far from our own, where people are truly happy and free, where money does not rule and consume people, where...
My Cross to Bear
Yet another one of my Dad’s poems ^^
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My Cross to Bear
As I look, I see so many people, proudly wearing their cross;
Bright sterling silver, encrusted jewels, brilliant pure golden gloss.
A question for you to ask the heart, what does it really mean?
Do I believe in God, Jesus Christ, is this...
January 2012
16 posts
OMG 11 likes from superhatelasers….do i have a fan? :P
Whats so wrong with chubby girls? Absolutely nothing at all :P
I have not even been up long today and there is too much to do…-.- apparently i gotta clean the house today, bleh
Ohh btw my sister is tryin to start her own little jewelry business, if your interested in buying here’s the link to her page. They cost only 5.50 plus tax, so dont miss out :P
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I can’t wait to see you <3 you know who you are babe
“Rainbow suspenders..?” that just had to be the first thing i said -.- lol
